Hey everyone. Today, I realized something. In my life, I've done many, many, many stupid things. I'm sure everyone has at one point in their life. We all make mistakes. But I've made really big mistakes they I cannot erase, no matter if I have one of those big-ass erasers or an even BIGGER one.

Today I realized that throughout my life, I've met an extremely large number of people. I bet you have too. But for some reason, lately I've been keeping those people out. I've hardly said "I love you" to any of my family and friends. And a few of them, well, it's too late to tell them now. Even if I screamed at the sky. They wouldn't hear me.

I have no idea what is wrong with me, and my life is just too crazy at the moment. I'm trying to get help, but all I can say is if a professional can't help me, then I don't know who can.

Anyway, on with the point. Today, I realized that. And it's a lot of pain to go through, realizing it's too late to tell someone how you feel. Trust me, I know what it's like.

So as of today, I'm going to shape up, and no matter what my 'dark side' tells me, I'm going to be happy, and I'm going to always, always tell my family and friends I love them, over and over, even when not necessary, because you never know when it will be too late. I hope you all do the same and enjoy your life and everyone in it, no matter how much they piss you off. You always learn something from everyone, so be nice.

P.S: I love you all! (as friends and family)